Need me like you need to breath!!

Need me like you need to breath!!.

NEED ME LIKE YOU NEED TO BREATH!!

Until you need me as much as you need to breath

Until you want me as much as you want to eat

Until you believe in me as much as you believe in yourself

Until you reach a point where you have to have me as much as you have to live.

I need you to dream about me as you dream about your future goals and achievements

I need you take me serious as if you about to lose your life.

As serious as a cardiac arrest

As serious as a panic attack

As serious asa skip of a heart beat

As serious as the need for a gasp of air

I need you to take me seriiously as if you about to lose your life.

I want you to thirst for me

As if you in a dessert and I am the only drop

The only drop to quenchyour sixty day thirst

The only drop to water your dry bitter throat

The only drop to keep you alive

The last drop of water to quench your thirst for me

I want you to indulge me like a yearly delicacy

That delicacy that you have once year

All year round your crave

and wait impatiantly

for the time of the year were you will sit undisturbed

and enjoy every little crumb of me

That delicacy that you take your sweet time to chew

because you don’t want to finish it

but you want to scrape it off the plate with your hand

lick your fingers and your hands,

You already wish it was the same time next year already so you can have another dish

I want to be that delicacy

I want to be that shoe,that jean,that shirt

Yes that tie

that is washed only in a certain way

By a certain person

Only washed twice a year

i want to be that tie that is stored in a certain box in a specific place for a specific occasion

I want to be that shoe that doesnt hang with the rest

the shoe that is rarely worn

I want to be that jean that is only worn when you happy that shirt that is only worn when you celebrating

I want to be the reason for your laughter,your smile and your class

I want to be that verse in the Bible that always gives you strength

The one that gives you courage

I want to be that verse which builds you empowers you

I want to be your Ruth

I want to be that verse that makes you rejoice

Hold on,stead fast,believe

I want to be that verse that brings you to your knees

I want to be your treasure ,for thats were your heart lies.

I want to be your fortified bronze wall so when they fight against you they shall never prevail.

I want to be that verse that makes you feel at peace with yourself

I want to hear your stomach growl in hunger for me

I want to be your eternal craving

I want to fulfill your every desire

I want to move your spirit

I want to connect with your spirit

be your spirit

I want to be in your mind

Everytime you think you have to carry me and put me aside

I want to clog yur mind

Everytime you think you have to call me to clear your mind

I want to be your mind

Everytime you think you have to think of me

I want you to need me like you need air to breath

Need me like you need oxygen to survive

Need me like you need light to see

Need me like you need water to drink

Need me like you need food to balance life processes

Need me like you need me to exist

Need me like the bird needs the wind to fly

need me like the fish need water to breath

Need me like the suns needs to shine

Need me like the earth needs to spin

I want you to need me like the trees yearn for summer in winter

I want you to need me like the boy yearns for heat in autumn

I want you to need me like the kettle needs to be switched off wehn simmering

I want you to need me like a warm blanket in winter

I want you to need me  like an umbrella in summer

Refresh me like a cold shower in Summer

Refill me like ahot cup of coffee in autumn

Ressurect me like Lazarus from death

I want you to need me like the need to breath and live!!

Need me like you need to breath!!

Until you need me as much as you need to breath

Until you want me as much as you want to eat

Until you believe in me as much as you believe in yourself

Until you reach a point where you have to have me as much as you have to live.

I need you to dream about me as you dream about your future goals and achievements

I need you take me serious as if you about to lose your life.

As serious as a cardiac arrest

As serious as a panic attack

As serious asa skip of a heart beat

As serious as the need for a gasp of air

I need you to take me seriiously as if you about to lose your life.

I want you to thirst for me

As if you in a dessert and I am the only drop

The only drop to quenchyour sixty day thirst

The only drop to water your dry bitter throat

The only drop to keep you alive

The last drop of water to quench your thirst for me

I want you to indulge me like a yearly delicacy

That delicacy that you have once year

All year round your crave

and wait impatiantly

for the time of the year were you will sit undisturbed

and enjoy every little crumb of me

That delicacy that you take your sweet time to chew

because you don’t want to finish it

but you want to scrape it off the plate with your hand

lick your fingers and your hands,

You already wish it was the same time next year already so you can have another dish

I want to be that delicacy

I want to be that shoe,that jean,that shirt

Yes that tie

that is washed only in a certain way

By a certain person

Only washed twice a year

i want to be that tie that is stored in a certain box in a specific place for a specific occasion

I want to be that shoe that doesnt hang with the rest

the shoe that is rarely worn

I want to be that jean that is only worn when you happy that shirt that is only worn when you celebrating

I want to be the reason for your laughter,your smile and your class

I want to be that verse in the Bible that always gives you strength

The one that gives you courage

I want to be that verse which builds you empowers you

I want to be your Ruth

I want to be that verse that makes you rejoice

Hold on,stead fast,believe

I want to be that verse that brings you to your knees

I want to be your treasure ,for thats were your heart lies.

I want to be your fortified bronze wall so when they fight against you they shall never prevail.

I want to be that verse that makes you feel at peace with yourself

I want to hear your stomach growl in hunger for me

I want to be your eternal craving

I want to fulfill your every desire

I want to move your spirit

I want to connect with your spirit

be your spirit

I want to be in your mind

Everytime you think you have to carry me and put me aside

I want to clog yur mind

Everytime you think you have to call me to clear your mind

I want to be your mind

Everytime you think you have to think of me

I want you to need me like you need air to breath

Need me like you need oxygen to survive

Need me like you need light to see

Need me like you need water to drink

Need me like you need food to balance life processes

Need me like you need me to exist

Need me like the bird needs the wind to fly

need me like the fish need water to breath

Need me like the suns needs to shine

Need me like the earth needs to spin

I want you to need me like the trees yearn for summer in winter

I want you to need me like the boy yearns for heat in autumn

I want you to need me like the kettle needs to be switched off wehn simmering

I want you to need me like a warm blanket in winter

I want you to need me  like an umbrella in summer

Refresh me like a cold shower in Summer

Refill me like ahot cup of coffee in autumn

Ressurect me like Lazarus from death

I want you to need me like the need to breath and live!!

The things I would do for you.

If I change the way I talk will you find me?
Will you see me??
Will you then hear the wisdom I will share with you?
Will you hear the possible cling-cling of toasts to success?
Will you hear the beat of my heart at the thought of you?
will you hear the beat of my heart when you pass me by everyday?

If I speak in the language of your domination
Yes the language of tongues
will you hear my heart as it communicates with yours
will you hear our spirits merging in holy matrimony??

If i change the way I walk
will you join me on my journey?
will move with me??
Will you dance with my heart?
Will you step to every beat of my heart?

If I change the way I dress
will you notice when I wear a green dress tomorrow
cause I saw you holding her hand today
Will you notice when I wear pink?
Would you understand me when I wear peridot-green

When I look you in the eye
will you see my transparent heart
will you feel my breath longing for you
will you see my frustration for you have not been seeing me
I have been invisible right in front of your eyes you have missed to see me

If I were to learn to sing
would you appreciate the songs I would dedicate to you nightly
would you hear me singing from the bottom of my soul
would you join me and make a solo duet
would you sing the high notes with me
and sing the low notes for me

If I were to learn to dance
would you move with my body
with my spirit
would you move with my soul
would you allow me to teach you my greatest move
would you appreciate the move I made on you

If I learnt to write
would you appreciate every adjective I use to describe your angelic personality
would you read every poem I would write
for you
about you
Ohh man the things I would do for you…

If I would sing for you
I would always sing the high notes
because I think so highly of you
I would always sing the longest songs
because I am counting on long days with you
I would sing songs of worship
because I adore you
I would sing songs of hope
because you would be my pillar
I would sing songs of joy
for you are my source of joy
I would sing all day everyday
because I would enjoy making you happy.
I would sing songs that made you laugh because Your smile makes my day
I would sing songs to motivate you,build you,make you successful
because I will be the woman behind you

If i would dance for you
I would dance till your heart skipped a beat
I would dance till my body went numb just to feel the caress of your hands when you massage me
I would dance to move your heart
I would dance t move your soul
I would dance till I our spirit is one
I would move my body in ways that will make you feel closer to m
If I would write for you
Firstly I would use a language only understood by soulful lovers
I would use adjectives that will bring goose bumps down your spine
I would make you cry tear of joy and happiness
I would mak you click your fingers even in your dreams as I play on
I would write poems that will soothe you
I would put it up on the walls
so even in my absence you can still feel my presence
I would write stories that will motivate you
I would write songs that you will sing just to feel my presence
I would write poetry that will blackmail you in my absence
I would write with words that will linger in the front of your head for eternity.

FIFTY SHADES OF GREY Food for thought… ********************************************

ALL LINED UP for a Valentine’s Day release is what experts are predicting to be the most financially successful film ever—Fifty Shades of Grey. The highly controversial film is based on the book by the same name, with two sequels that are just as popular. Experts also refer to this book as the worst piece of writing ever to make the New York Times best-seller list. Aside from the disgusting topic, the juvenile writing style and story plot make it an embarrassing joke to be listed alongside real works of literature. But the millions of fans worldwide, and the millions of dollars it’s generated is not a joke. How could a book that everyone agrees is terrible become such a financial phenomenon? It’s simple: demons of perversion.

The plot is about a wealthy businessman who preys on a young woman with low self-esteem. She is a virgin who struggles with feelings of rejection from her father, and is hungry for affection and romance. He overwhelms her with attention, lavish presents and money, and then asks her to submit to his sexually depraved desires that include bondage, sexual torture and unspeakable sadomasochistic violence. She is infatuated with him and agrees. The book glorifies every juicy detail and pulls its readers into this emotional pit of hell. After their sexual episodes, the woman is left bleeding and so badly bruised she can’t move. But she “loves” him, and in the last book of the trilogy, she marries him.

Doctrine one of Fifty Shades of Grey: women should view abuse and violence as noble and courageous. The author wants to counterbalance all the perversion with hope and faith, that a pure young woman has such power of love that she can save a man from his torment. But any social worker or psychiatrist can tell you that this plot is the typical model of abuse: A woman loves a man who is dangerous. She has very low self-worth. He is controlling, threatening and manipulative. She feels wanted and needed, and tolerates his violence because she believes that she will be his “savior.” In real life, too many of those stories end in death. Police records prove it.

Doctrine two: sexual perversion is amazing. Fifty Shades of Grey is supposed to be the new standard of a fulfilling marriage. People believe they have to seek out more exciting, more perverse forms of sexual pleasure to be happy, and the deeper they sink into these experiments, the more demons of depravity fill their lives and destroy their homes. It’s a doctrine that glorifies sexual excitement with no love, no kindness, no giving, no God—selfishness and pain give the greatest pleasure. It’s unbelievable, but even Christians are being enticed by this. If you want to know what real excitement in marriage is, read the book “Bulletproof Marriage” instead to transform your love life as God intended.

The devil is the master of physical and sexual abuse, found at all levels of society and the effects are devastating. From child slavery in East Africa to human trafficking in Arab countries, to the sex trade in Thailand, the Philippines and South America, to the shiny high-tech pornography industries in California, the Netherlands and the UK, to the individual homes where horrific violence against women and children occur on a daily basis everywhere, an aggressive demonic principality is orchestrating all of that pain. And now as the Fifty Shades of Grey movie is already selling millions of pre-ordered tickets, those same demons are prepared to invade the souls of millions more.

SO IF YOU HAVE BEEN THINKING of seeing this movie, if you’ve enjoyed the book, and have even allowed your teenagers to read this, congratulations. You are contaminating your own mind with filth and filling the vulnerable minds and emotions of your children with demonic desires that will stay with them for a lifetime unless they fight for those curses to be broken by faith. You also have the added benefit of giving your offering to the global industry of demonic perversion. You are helping abusers to harm children and innocent people all over the world. You are making life very comfortable for those who live off the suffering of others, thanks to your purchases and your personal advertisement as you walk into that movie theater, condoning these lies. Please think smart, and choose wisely.

But whoever causes the downfall of one of these little ones who believe in Me—it would be better for him if a heavy millstone were hung around his neck and he were drowned in the depths of the sea! Woe to the world because of offenses. For offenses must come, but woe to that man by whom the offense comes. (Matthew 18:6,7)

Evelyn Higginbotham

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#underConstructionPiece

Feels as if the color of my skin will always determine the response I get from People.

The color of my skin feels like a crime on its own,

my skin color is such a burden feels like chains around my hands.

Everything I do is blatantly blamed on the color of my skin.

The color of my skin caramel and not white.

When I called the other day she said “black child i understand”.

What I had failed to apprehend was the definition of understand.

But looking at my arm i realized that the work of the African sun

all these years has caused a heavier burden

because now my skin color determines my future……………

#Controversial piece I am working on

my new home

MY NEW HOME

Allow me to walk in the shadow of death
Allow me to walk on the edge
Allow me to skate on thin ice
Allow me to walk on the shadow of death
I have gone were my heart refuses to unlock
I have entered a cacoon enclosed from society
I have awoken a sleeping beast
I have gone astray from western cultures
I have embraced my roots
I have visited the black side of white
I have found comfort in the beat of the drum
I have found a home around the fire
Besides the flowing river
With the beat of the drum
My foot have found a rhythm to this beat
My spirit has found healing in each gong
My soul has found a home in every
Sound that the drum beats
My body feels intact,
like one,
in unity with the green pastures around my river
Air so fresh even the air I exhale could inhale
and it would still smell fresh and unused

Hello world!

With my facebook page blooming every second I thought I should take up a greater challenge with my poetry and get a larger audience so as to inspire as many people as i can reach,This website will not only be about poetry but I will also be putting up inspirational quotes and thoughts that will trigger and challenge ones way of thinking.I hope you all enjoy,critic and suggest my pieces to friends snd family

Happy blogging!

Happy Poetry Reading!

#QuesPoeticPlatfrom